You Won’t

April 11th, 2009

You will
You will
You will
You won’t
You say you do
But then you don’t

You love
You love
You love
You hate
You trick my mind
To think it’s fate

You speak
You speak
You speak
You lie
You make me numb
And want to cry

You’re real
You’re real
You’re real
You’re fake
I’m on the path
Of another heart break

2009 (31)

Walk Away

September 2nd, 2008

You can’t make me love you
And I can’t make you too
But it’s a little too late
Because I already love you
And I don’t know what to do
Cause I missed how this started
But I know how it’ll end
I’ll still be broken hearted
And I’m afraid of the future
But it’s too late to go back
When I know in my heart
That I’m everything you lack
And I feel so empty
I feel so dead
All these thoughts are controlling
Taking over my head
I don’t know what to do
Because I know you don’t care
And I know that when I’m hurting
It’s you that won’t be there
I can’t take this anymore
How much longer am I expected to stay
Because every time I turn around
You don’t let me walk away

2008 2

Go

April 9th, 2019

When I first met you
You’d take me on long drives
But your car became your escape
Now we’re living different lives

When I first met you
I loved all that you are
But the only thing you loved
Was the comfort of your car

[Chorus:]
All you do is go (go)
It’s tearing me apart
I’m keeping it together
When I have a broken heart
All you do is leave (leave)
Again you steer away
Even without words
You knew I wanted you to stay

Even at this time
I still want you to care
I don’t know who I am fooling
Because you were never there

Even at this time
I wonder how you are
The only sign you give
Is when you take off in your car

[Chorus:]
All you do is go (go)
Your car was our department
I’m keeping it together
And I’m ready to jump start
All you do is leave (leave)
Again on the freeway
Even without words
I know you’ll regret this someday

All you do is run (run)
You don’t know how to stay
I’m worth more than a car
It’s my turn to drive away

Note: I must have written that chorus months ago without ever physically writing it down. I couldn’t decide how I wanted it to go, so each time is a new verse. I don’t usually write songs, but I attempt every once in awhile!