Get Over It

April 18th, 2006

I’m still trying to get over it
Over all the pain
Going from love to hate
Really drives you insane
All those scars
All those tears
All the memories
All the fears
Broken hearts
Bitter scream
Emptiness
Or so it seems
I don’t think there’s room again
For you inside my heart
To wreck, to kill, to break
My soul apart
My words mean nothing
Nothing to you
Because nothing I say
Ever gets through
My eyes fill with water
But I don’t cry
I’m stronger than that now
And you know why
But I’m still trying to get over it
Over all the pain
Going from love to hate
Really drives you insane

2006 (3)

Reflected

September 27th, 2005

I want to wake up and know everything’s okay
Instead — I just slip away
Into the blackness of my heart
The closer the light, the farther apart
In the corner of my eyes I can see
The moving of my life as it’s dragging along me
In the mirror is my reflection
And in its heart is your rejection
All of my pain is reflected from me
None of it they can see
It’s all about my shattered heart
Thousands of pieces all fallen apart

 

2005 (9)

Goodbye

September 27th, 2018

Everyone says hello
When I’ve already said goodbye
You still haven’t left
And I don’t know why
They said to give it time
But I can’t give anymore
My heart is still broken
From this open sore
You didn’t want to talk
I guess I should have known
I put everyone’s priorities
Before I place my own
I gave everything
I have nothing else
So when I say goodbye
I do this for myself