You Won’t

April 11th, 2009

You will
You will
You will
You won’t
You say you do
But then you don’t

You love
You love
You love
You hate
You trick my mind
To think it’s fate

You speak
You speak
You speak
You lie
You make me numb
And want to cry

You’re real
You’re real
You’re real
You’re fake
I’m on the path
Of another heart break

2009 (31)

Taking Over Me

September 29th, 2005

I’ll give you my answer when you make me see
Why I should forgive you for messing with me
I thought I could trust you all along
Until the trust broke, and hate made me write this song

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

Forgive and forget is what you want me to do
I’d have to be crazy to forgive you
You thought it was funny to break my heart
You thought it was funny to watch me fall apart
You thought I would never see
That all this time you were so wrong for me

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

It used to be I was nothing to you and you were everything to me
Now you’re nothing to me, yet I’m everything to you
Why don’t you remember the past, just try to see
Then forget about the part where you thought you loved me

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

Forget the past and all that I said
Forget all the memories in your head
Once you forget, maybe you’ll see
You never really had any feelings for me

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

 

2005 (7)

Get Over It

April 18th, 2006

I’m still trying to get over it
Over all the pain
Going from love to hate
Really drives you insane
All those scars
All those tears
All the memories
All the fears
Broken hearts
Bitter scream
Emptiness
Or so it seems
I don’t think there’s room again
For you inside my heart
To wreck, to kill, to break
My soul apart
My words mean nothing
Nothing to you
Because nothing I say
Ever gets through
My eyes fill with water
But I don’t cry
I’m stronger than that now
And you know why
But I’m still trying to get over it
Over all the pain
Going from love to hate
Really drives you insane

2006 (3)