December 18th, 2004
I hate life
It treats me really cruel
And everyday
It takes me for a fool
I can’t hide from life
Because it’s right there by my side
And I can’t lie to life
Or it will take my pride
So I can only tell my truth
Yet all I do is sigh
The only thing left to do
Is to ask why?
2004
I wish I could hide how I really felt
Yet everyone knows without a doubt
It’s like my eyes are clouds about to rain
It’s like I have gone insane
It’s not like I’m in love I think
It’s only you’re there everytime I blink
Although I’m not one of your kind
Will you just make up your mind
My heart skips a beat when I’m in your class
If I see you in the hall I will just pass
I hate when our eyes meet at times
I hate using these stupid rhymes
You make me cry yet I have no clue why
You’re a part of my life, this is no lie
Tear drops neither happy nor sad
This heart of mine has drove me mad
Catching rain as it falls to the ground
I left my heart in the lost and found
And when you think there’s nothing left to do
Just remember I fell for you
2004
I thought I escaped them
But now they’re back
This is my home
But they don’t understand
I can’t stand them anymore
And my parents don’t listen
When I want to escape them
And go to my friends
The answer’s always no
So to escape them
I have to go to school
I wouldn’t say it’s worse
But it doesn’t really help
Everyone hates me
That’s middle school for you
One minute you have friends
And the next you don’t
No matter what I do
Where I go
Where I hide
There’s always someone
Watching me
Haunting me
Following me
Telling me to do this
Do that
There’s no easy way out
So I sit here writing
It helps the pain get out
Doll Poetry 