September 2nd, 2011
I want you to say you miss me
I want to know you care
But you never want to see me
And you’re never really there
I can cry myself to sleep
But that won’t make you text me back
When I need someone to hold me
Your presence is what I lack
Do you even care
I wish you would try
Because I love you
I don’t want to say goodbye
January 11th, 2025
One year since you’ve been gone
I was trying to plan a visit
Not seeing you one more time
Is something I will always regret
One and a half years
I knew that you were dying
And I said that I don’t
But you had me crying
When I found out
And the day that you died
Two of the last times
That I really cried
11/10 and 1/11
I see the ones in the days
You taught me angel numbers
And I know you’re looking my way
Keeping an eye on me
An angel in the sky
But no matter how much time spent
It was not enough before goodbye
November 29th, 2024
Coming to the end
Of another year
The past keeps repeating
And nothing is clear
Where am I going
The future’s uncertain
In a never ending cycle
Of feeling like a burden
I let people come back
Like a revolving door
I already said goodbye
But they’re back once more
Every year I say I’ll change
It’s finally time to grow
But even with good intentions
My actions need to follow
So maybe next year
I’ll put my foot down
And hold my head high
When they come back around
Doll Poetry 