All Been Done

December 6th, 2004

Oh I feel so bad today
I’m on my way back to San Jose
Catching teardrops from my eyes
Watching them fall from the skies – above

[Chorus:]
My hopes are gone, and I wipe my eyes
Knowing life’s just a surprise
Life’s a game that has been won
So what’s left to do when it’s all been done – yeah

Oh – what to do
I can’t even breathe
I’ve fallen for you
I’m looking around
But no one’s there
Why doesn’t anyone care

Life’s a game that has been won
And everything has all been done
When you think there’s nothing left to do
Remember that I fell for you

[Chorus:]
My hopes are gone, and I wipe my eyes
Knowing life’s just a surprise
Life’s a game that has been won
So what’s left to do when it’s all been done – yeah

Breathing slowly as I exit the house
Being as quiet as a mouse
Hoping you will know where I am
Closing the door so it won’t slam

Looking around but you’re still not here
Sliding closer to my fear
Dreams will die and memories will fade
Sitting alone in the shade – of the moon

[Chorus:]
My hopes are gone, and I wipe my eyes
Knowing life’s just a surprise
Life’s a game that has been won
So what’s left to do when it’s all been done – yeah

Should I have told you to come
No one can be number one
When you think there’s nothing left to do
Just remember I fell for you

2004 (3)

Rage

January 18th, 2018

I’m pissed off, I’m angry
I’m bubbling inside
I can’t be around you
Just please let me hide
I make up excuses
But you don’t deserve one
You think this is a game
Yet it’s not any fun
I’m helpless around you
You have me in scrambles
I don’t know what to say
I do nothing but ramble
I’m falling to pieces
And I see you don’t care
I’m clenching my fists
But I wouldn’t dare
I wrote you a note
But I threw it away
You don’t even respond
When I only said hey
So I cried all my tears
And I’m over it
But if you push me again
I might make the first hit

Flushed

January 10th, 2018

How long will this go on
I just can’t find an end
I’m stressing over someone
Who’s not even my friend
I keep my walls up
And you seem to push on through
I would be happy if it was
Anyone but you
This year is flying by
We’re already two weeks in
But the start was just so near
And we’re already at an end
I’m looking for a way to slow
These things before they’re gone
I’m looking for my mind to separate
What’s right from all that’s wrong
I don’t think you have the answers
Or even have a clue
I put my faith in someone else
I don’t know what to do
I’ve given all of me
There’s nothing else to hold
This game is at the end
And it’s time for me to fold