Alone

February 24th, 2025

I have to respect it
You set a boundary
Said you didn’t want to hear
The things that upset me
I thought we were friends
Maybe I was wrong
I try to find my people
But I can only long
I’m alone in this world
I don’t have anyone close
It makes me feel like a burden
When I try to disclose
There’s no one to talk to about my day
What stressed me out or made me smile
And I liked being alone
But that only lasted for a while
Sometimes I need someone
Who I can talk to
Longing for connection
But I let the wrong people through

Sup Friend?

December 17th, 2024

When I’m talking do you listen
You never ask me questions
So I kept it surface level
And I capped your progression
I matched your energy
I played your game
Then you backed away
So I did the same
I have so many words for you
That you will never hear
And even when this hurts me
I still choose to keep you near
I said there wouldn’t be another chance
But this time we’re just friends
And I said I wouldn’t write about you
Then I broke that once again