Feelings

My Heart

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January 25th, 2005

I wish I could hide how I really felt
Yet everyone knows without a doubt
It’s like my eyes are clouds about to rain
It’s like I have gone insane

It’s not that I’m in love, I think
It’s only you’re there every time I blink
Although I’m not one of your kind
Will you just make up your mind

My heart skips a beat when I’m in your class
If I see you in the hall I will just pass
I hate when our eyes meet at times
I hate using these stupid rhymes

You make me cry, I have no clue why
You’re a part of my life, this is no lie
Tear drops neither happy nor sad
This heart of mine has drove me mad

Catching rain as it falls to the ground
I left my heart in the lost and found
And when you think there’s nothing left to do
Just remember I fell for you

Misunderstood

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January 19th, 2005

You never know when it’s going to happen
But when it does you have no idea what to do
You’re falling down the steps of pain
Though you don’t even have a clue

Oh why did this happen to you
The thought keeps running through your head
Thinking this might be a dream
Yet you aren’t waking up in your bed

Your friends are the ones by your side
When you are ready to talk
But thinking they might turn on you
You’d rather take a walk

Hoping it’ll get better
Misty skies fill the air
Screaming at the top of your lungs
Wishing things would be fair

Turning on life itself will not do you any good
Everyone thinks you’re just misunderstood
Feelings as deep as hell itself
And though you’re falling you aren’t reaching for help

Drown

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April 14th, 2025

This is cliche but it didn’t kill me
I’m just done with this silence
I’m over your inconsistency
Knowing I’ll never find reliance
As the feelings come in waves
I accept that I am broken
And my words won’t change anything
So I leave them unspoken
No one can fix me except myself
But that’s a job that I keep failing
Because I gave you power over me
And then you kept bailing
Maybe it’s the loneliness
That’s making me feel haunted
I just wish it wasn’t you
Who made me feel unwanted
Even though I want to tell you this 
It’s easier to not bring it up again
Because I never asked for anything
And you couldn’t even be a friend
It didn’t even need to be a horizon
You could’ve brought me anything
Now this is the third year in a row
Where you won’t know me in spring
You decided to let me drown
But I know what people say
That it needs to rain in April
To enjoy the flowers in May