January 28th, 2007
You don’t know
What I still feel
And all this pain
It can’t be real
I lost my voice
I’m unable to speak
And these words I can’t say
They make me weak
Look into my eyes
Before the twinkle goes away
I’ll let these feelings slip
But in my heart, they’ll always stay
And every time
I hear your name
It makes me weak
But I’m the one to blame
And these tears in my eyes
Make me unable to see
That they’re falling for you
That they’re just like me
September 27th, 2005
I want to wake up and know everything’s okay
Instead — I just slip away
Into the blackness of my heart
The closer the light, the farther apart
In the corner of my eyes I can see
The moving of my life as it’s dragging along me
In the mirror is my reflection
And in its heart is your rejection
All of my pain is reflected from me
None of it they can see
It’s all about my shattered heart
Thousands of pieces all fallen apart
February 2nd, 2005
I’m not feeling too well
I wish that I could just slip away
And fall to hell
Feelings are growing too deep
They’re so strong
And the sound of your voice
Makes me weak
I’m trying to stand up again
But I keep falling down
I’m jotting down the first thing on my mind
Why does life give us eyes
Only to make us feel so blind
Doll Poetry 