Love Was Not Enough (Part II)

December 3rd, 2008

Why do you still want me around
I can only count on you to let me down
Your feelings for me aren’t there at all
And nothing in this world could cushion my fall
You don’t think I’m good enough
In no way am I this tough
I’m going to break by staying here
But walking away is something I fear
I know I can’t be just your friend
My feelings for you need to end
You don’t know what you’ve put me through
I’m hopelessly in love with you
Two years has been too long
I just don’t know what I did wrong
Every day you fill my mind
With memories that you left behind
And I’m scared of what I have to do
Because love’s still not enough for you

Love Was Not Enough (Part I)

2008 8 (2)

Pedestal

June 27th, 2008

You’ got me standing on a pedestal
My legs are tired
But you’re not letting me down
I want to veer
But I don’t want to fall off
I need help down
I’m not perfect
And I won’t ever be
I’m so imperfect
Don’t know why you can’t see
You’ve got me up on a pedestal
I don’t know why
It seems the harder that I try
You only see
Perfection shining out of me
But I’m not
I’ll never be
Why can’t you see
You’ve got me up on a pedestal
My legs are tired
But you’re not letting me down
Don’t let me fall

2008 6

Phase

April 29th, 2008

I know I’m not
Don’t say I am
I’ll just deny it
I’ll walk away
I know I don’t
So just shut up
And zip your lips
Just keep them shut
I know I haven’t
Don’t say I did
It’s just a crush
There’s nothing more
You see these tears
They’re not for you
I know they’re not
Don’t say they are
I’m not in love
I know I’m not
It’s just a phase
I don’t love you
I know I’m not
It’s just a phase
I haven’t fallen
I don’t love you

2008 9 (6)