January 21st, 2023
How do I process what happened
When I’m not even sure
Am I falling in love
Last night is still a blur
The way you told me you missed me
The eye contact that we shared
Things felt different than before
As if you almost cared
Falling
Seasons
November 1st, 2010
We’ve cycled through the seasons
These feelings have no reasons
But placing my lips on the one I heard sing
Is all that’s been on my mind since spring
Your eyes have a way of looking at me
I wonder if it’s me they see
Or do you just see something you desire
Whatever it is, you set me on fire
In winter you turned up the heat
Your eyes on me made my heart skip a beat
In spring you brought the showers
But by the end, there were no flowers
In summer you kept things cool
While I stayed lost feeling like a fool
We’re in fall and that’s all I’ve done
But in the end, I’m not the one
Long Term
October 5th, 2010
I don’t understand you
You must like to see me squirm
I tried to stop this in its tracks
But these feelings became long term
This never should have started
But I can’t make you go away
And after all this time
I’m losing track of the days
Winter was almost over
When you charmed me with your smile
And now we’re falling back
With these feelings in denial
We need some time apart
So that’s just what we’ll do
You’ll take a vacation
And I won’t think of you
I didn’t do my part
These feelings were too strong
And now you’re done with me
Because in your heart I don’t belong
Doll Poetry 