April 30th, 2019
All the empty pages
When I have so much to say
There’s an ending to all stories
And mine won’t be today
I refuse to hold this in
When my story must be told
So I’ll fill up all the pages
Until the plotline unfolds
You’ll never see it coming
When my story finds its end
And if you still don’t understand it
Then I’ll tell it once again
December 15th, 2005
I slam the door shut
Keep these feelings away from me
It’s scaring me
What I’m becoming
[Chorus:]
I’m insane, are these normal feelings
I’m crazy, delusional
But it’s not a dream, reality
Destiny is calling me
Kinda crazy when you think about it
I’m falling into this empty pit
Catch me
Before it’s too late
I’ve already fallen too deep to be saved
I’m not sure but my dreams have taken over – reality
[Chorus:]
I’m insane, are these normal feelings
I’m crazy, delusional
But it’s not a dream, reality
Destiny is calling me
Lock the door and throw away the key
These feelings are sinking me
So lost in these daydreams
Everything’s not what it seems
Why’s life doing this to me
Dreams taking over reality
Sink me in the sea of death
Now it’s gone, nothing left
[Chorus:]
I’m insane, are these normal feelings
I’m crazy, delusional
But it’s not a dream, reality
Destiny is calling me
October 24th, 2005
It’s nothing you can see
Invisible to all but me
It’s something only I can feel
So let me go, what’s the big deal
[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal
You hurt me, left a scar
Took the pain way too far
Time seems to run out way too fast
You left me in the shadows of your past
[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal
So invisible, so worthless
So I lived my life just for this
So empty, so heartless
So you had to go and start this
[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal
Just let me go – what’s the big deal?
You let me go – cause it’s no big deal…
Doll Poetry 