Lightning Thunder ⚡

August 15th, 2005

I feel the lightning running through my veins
I know these thoughts are driving me insane
I can’t help but wish they were all dead
I can’t help but let these thoughts haunt my head

I feel like I’m all broken up inside
I can’t help but misplace all my pride
I can’t help but feel like dying every day
And every single second wastes my time away

[Chorus:]
I feel like I’m dying from the inside out
I can’t help but feeling like I always need to shout
I want to scream until my face turns blue
And maybe then – I will – forget about you

Lightning, thunder, take my pain away
Come on baby make my day
I’m sitting here and wondering why
I can’t help it, I know I’m gonna die

Here I am, all alone
With all my feelings that go unshown
I’m lying here and I’m dying this way
So pull the trigger and take my pain away

[Chorus:]
I feel like I’m dying from the inside out
I can’t help but feeling like I always need to shout
I want to scream until my face turns blue
And maybe then – I will – forget about you

It’s only normal to feel this way
It’s the feeling I’m feeling every day
Drifting away, far at sea
All these feelings are taking over me

[Chorus:]
I feel like I’m dying from the inside out
I can’t help but feeling like I always need to shout
I want to scream until my face turns blue
And maybe then – I will – forget about you

 

2005 (11)

Let You Go

October 18th, 2007

Every kiss
Is filled with lies
And with each one
A part of me dies
And from your lips
I feel the pain
It’s taking me over
And drives me insane
Then in your eyes
The lies are showing
And the pain doesn’t stop
It’s only growing
And I wonder
If you can feel my heart breaking
There’s something from me
That you’re taking
I gave you my love
But it wasn’t enough
Don’t you know
I’m not that tough
I want to know
What you’re thinking about
Are all your thoughts about me
Just doubt
I’m falling in love
And it’s breaking my heart
And all my world
Is falling apart
There’s still so much
That I don’t know
And I wish that I could
Let you go

2007 (1)

Get Over It

April 18th, 2006

I’m still trying to get over it
Over all the pain
Going from love to hate
Really drives you insane
All those scars
All those tears
All the memories
All the fears
Broken hearts
Bitter scream
Emptiness
Or so it seems
I don’t think there’s room again
For you inside my heart
To wreck, to kill, to break
My soul apart
My words mean nothing
Nothing to you
Because nothing I say
Ever gets through
My eyes fill with water
But I don’t cry
I’m stronger than that now
And you know why
But I’m still trying to get over it
Over all the pain
Going from love to hate
Really drives you insane

2006 (3)