Avoidance

August 17th, 2024

I feel unlovable
Like all that I give
Is all I’ll experience
From love
There’s no reciprocation
I’m just not the one
For you, and you
And you, and you
Endlessly
I can’t keep pouring out
My love
While others only give their doubts
Expectations expressed
My needs always unmet
The bare minimum will always be too much
Because I seek out people incapable of love

Disguise

April 2nd, 2011

The secrets whisper in the dark
The guiltiness ignites the spark
The smile hiding on your face
The things I wish I could erase
The things I doubt or am not sure
I’m flirting with unknown allure
I’m kissing temptation where no one can see
I’m trying to learn this side of me