Depression

Time

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January 2nd, 2007

Time was closing in
All I did was breathe to ease the pain
But as every second passed
I could feel I was growing insane
I knew about my heart
It was growing so cold
And all these memories I hold
They are growing so old
So I take a deep breath
And see what’s been left behind
Because now that it’s passed
I can’t just push rewind
My heart’s been left empty
And there’s no going back
And I’m never going to find it
Everything my heart lacks
And it’s all gone
It’s disappeared in the past
And don’t take time for granted
Because time never lasts

2007 (7)

Letters From My Past

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October 17th, 2018

I had read your name
As it fell acrostic
But it was nothing more
Than a cope to my diagnostic
So I rewrote your letters
Now their meaning is gone
But I know it’s still there
Where it was all along
You were so original
And I was rehearsed
So I took a page out of your book
Because you were well versed
I didn’t know what I was doing
I guess I just felt shameless
When I tried to write my feelings
I left those letters nameless
I guess it was never your fault
But these pencils can’t erase the past
And my curiosity will have to rest
With questions never asked

Hoax

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October 15th, 2018

What is my plan
Where am I going
I don’t know how to live
In my constant unknowing
Who am I
I don’t know anymore
I live my life in somber
I have nothing to speak for
I broke this image
That I could never wear
An innuendo of myself
That was never really there
I hide my melancholy
But it has only fostered
I don’t know how no one knows
That I’m nothing but an imposter