May 1st, 2018
I realized yesterday
How far that I have come
I’m a quarter through life
But I’ve only just begun
I won’t go dark again
I’m going to get better
I won’t let these silly things
Keep me under the weather
I put my trust in places
That it doesn’t belong
Now I’ll keep it in the binding
Where it should’ve been all along
I’ll spill my heart
Encoded in led
And when it’s over
There will be nothing left unsaid
April 27th, 2018
You wake up one day
And you’re not in your life
Everything is different
And nothing seems right
You’re not sure who you are
You’re filled with confusion
Was everything in your head
Just an illusion?
These bodies fill the room
All they are is a blur
They’re living the lives of people
That they never were
It’s all pretend
This all feels fake
How long can someone live a lie
Before they have to break
March 21st, 2018
I don’t know what friendship means
If it’s not okay to feel hurt
I don’t know who you are
Or when you turned into this jerk
You put the knife in my back
And you gave it a turn
Then you set my world on fire
And left me there to burn
You know that I’m already sick
And it’s painful to be alive
That I fight these urges every day
Because I don’t want to die
Yet you hand me the rope
And you bring me a chair
Then you leave me alone
Because you never cared
Doll Poetry 