Depression

Burning

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August 13th, 2018

I’ve been siloed
You’re triggering my depression
I don’t know how to handle
All your passive aggression
You corned me
You robbed all my possibilities
You left me with nothing
But your hostility
Your actions differ
Then what you said were your intentions
When I wanted you to notice me
I got your inattention
This feeling is ineluctable
I’m overwhelmed by your censure
This building is filling
With nothing but tensure
I’m gasping for air
I need to respire
But this feeling won’t resolve
If I don’t step out of the fire

Fine

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May 31st, 2018

What do I feel
I’m not sure I know
I carry this burden
Because I can’t let it go
A glimpse of hope
I watch disappear
I’d say that I’m okay
But I am nowhere near
What are these feelings
I’m not sure
To decode inside my head
Is nothing but a blur
This is an emergency
That no one can solve
And the more I try to change
The issue evolves
All strings are attached
I don’t want to play
If you get too close
I always push away
So what is the problem
They always ask
Maybe they won’t think I’m crazy
If I put on a mask
So I will smile
And say I’m fine
Everyone should know
Never to trust that line

Madness

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May 2nd, 2018

The people walk by everyday
It’s just something that they do
So I’ll find a quiet place to hide
That is nothing new
I’ll write out all my feelings
But I don’t know what they are
My life is flying by past me
Because I stepped away too far
I feel content right where I am
But I know this isn’t right
I’m pushing back my instincts
Like my need to fight or flight
I found my peace in chaos
I’m immune to all the pain
And as much as this should hurt me
I have never felt this sane