Lucid

August 26th, 2019

It was a dream
But I was awake
Alone with these memories
I couldn’t fake
I looked at you
And in your eyes
I never thought
You’d tell me lies
I wore my innocence
My heart on my sleeve
You wore deception
And I wanted to believe
That I felt safe
Away from danger
I thought I knew you
But you were a stranger
You lit me up
And I felt the fire
Then I got burned
By the greed of desire
And in that night
You made your bed
Laid yourself down
And rested your head
I tried the same
But I couldn’t sleep
My devastation played
Again on repeat
I never knew you
Now I must grieve
A loss that only
I perceived

The Key

October 8th, 2018

If I’m being honest
What does that mean
These lies have filled me up
Like water in a canteen
Refreshing and cool
But not quenching my thirst
I’m holding it inside
But I’m going to burst
Can I honestly ask
How have I lied
I never was deceitful
But was it implied?
They tell me I’m wrong
That it’s the only policy
But is it too late for me
To live my life in honesty?

Mère

July 25th, 2017

What do you see
When you close your eyes
I can’t see behind
Your web of lies
What do you feel
When you look at me
You’re my mother
And all I feel is deceit
Why do you say
The things that you do
All you want is pity
But I don’t feel bad for you