February 11th, 2019
You only get one life
And you used yours to end another
Did you ever stop to think
That he was someone’s brother
He was someone’s father
He was someone’s friend
How could you expect to drive drunk
Without thinking someone’s life would end
December 15th, 2005
I slam the door shut
Keep these feelings away from me
It’s scaring me
What I’m becoming
[Chorus:]
I’m insane, are these normal feelings
I’m crazy, delusional
But it’s not a dream, reality
Destiny is calling me
Kinda crazy when you think about it
I’m falling into this empty pit
Catch me
Before it’s too late
I’ve already fallen too deep to be saved
I’m not sure but my dreams have taken over – reality
[Chorus:]
I’m insane, are these normal feelings
I’m crazy, delusional
But it’s not a dream, reality
Destiny is calling me
Lock the door and throw away the key
These feelings are sinking me
So lost in these daydreams
Everything’s not what it seems
Why’s life doing this to me
Dreams taking over reality
Sink me in the sea of death
Now it’s gone, nothing left
[Chorus:]
I’m insane, are these normal feelings
I’m crazy, delusional
But it’s not a dream, reality
Destiny is calling me
August 15th, 2005
I feel the lightning running through my veins
I know these thoughts are driving me insane
I can’t help but wish they were all dead
I can’t help but let these thoughts haunt my head
I feel like I’m all broken up inside
I can’t help but misplace all my pride
I can’t help but feel like dying every day
And every single second wastes my time away
[Chorus:]
I feel like I’m dying from the inside out
I can’t help but feeling like I always need to shout
I want to scream until my face turns blue
And maybe then – I will – forget about you
Lightning, thunder, take my pain away
Come on baby make my day
I’m sitting here and wondering why
I can’t help it, I know I’m gonna die
Here I am, all alone
With all my feelings that go unshown
I’m lying here and I’m dying this way
So pull the trigger and take my pain away
[Chorus:]
I feel like I’m dying from the inside out
I can’t help but feeling like I always need to shout
I want to scream until my face turns blue
And maybe then – I will – forget about you
It’s only normal to feel this way
It’s the feeling I’m feeling every day
Drifting away, far at sea
All these feelings are taking over me
[Chorus:]
I feel like I’m dying from the inside out
I can’t help but feeling like I always need to shout
I want to scream until my face turns blue
And maybe then – I will – forget about you
Doll Poetry 