Fragile

July 25th, 2011

It started with a look that turned into more. These conversations started slowly and are now what they once were before. The look turned into a kiss, and I closed my eyes. Mistake number one, what a surprise. Closed eyes cannot see. I let you get the best of me. Our lips together let you take my hand. It was what I wanted, but nothing was planned. In my bed, I slept confused. I no longer felt so abused. I let you bring back my smile. It was gone for quite some while. I woke up alone, and that’s how I now feel. Please tell me all my thoughts aren’t real. I gave my body to a guy. I don’t know why, I can’t deny. My fragile sign has been ignored. All I wanted was to feel adored. There’s nothing left for us to say. I got confused and let you take me away.

You Love Me?

July 4th, 2011

You said it
But did you hear
Because now I’m so confused
You mouthed it
But was it what you once said
Or am I more confused
You drew it
But I didn’t see
The confusion washing over me
The words in my thoughts
This feeling so hot
My mind hasn’t forgot
Why can’t these words be bought

Happy Ending

June 11th, 2011

From the moment we first spoke
I knew you were what I wanted
You walked away though
And left my dreams haunted
One day it was weird though
I knew it was you
Walking towards me
I didn’t know what to do
I looked down
And you walked right by
My heart dropped
But then you turned to say hi
An awkward conversation
Left me wanting more
But with the year coming to an end
There was no knocking on my door
These guilty thoughts lingered
From time to time
There was no forgetting
And there was no rewind
And my relationship faded
And suddenly it couldn’t be
No more guilty thoughts
And you were again in front of me
A week of slow conversation
Left me wanting more
And when I met up with you
I couldn’t believe this anymore
After all the waiting
After all the time
I got my happy ending
With your lips pressed against mine