Easy

November 14th, 2023

I had my life together
When you asked how I was doing
Why would you do this again
You make my life confusing

[Chorus 1:]
You know what you’re doing
What you’re putting me through
When you walked away
How was that easy for you?

I think I was happy
For eight months you were a ghost
But I still remember
When I wanted you the most

The history I share with you
Remembering the past
I thought I’d never see you again
The feelings my heart recast

[Chorus 1:]
You know what you’re doing
What you’re putting me through
When you walked away
How was that easy for you?

Telling me to look at you
Then all you did was smile
A new feeling of intimacy
I hadn’t felt in a while

I thought things were different
This cycle of insanity
But I will never be enough
To share your life of vanity

[Chorus 1:]
You know what you’re doing
What you’re putting me through
When you walked away
How was that easy for you?

I don’t want to love you
Now is it too late?
I need to address this
Your words hold a weight

Just say something, anything
Tell me to stay
Your silence is deafening
It’s not easy to walk away

[Chorus 2:]
You know what you did
What you put me through
But you don’t respond
How is this easy for you?

An Interesting Friendship

September 1st, 2023

Was that a date?
You offered to pay
Insisted on picking me up
These details I replay
I don’t want to get the wrong idea
Or was that your intention
So was it the right idea
But friends is all you mention
One of the best first dates I’ve had
If that’s even what it was
And when I tripped on the stairs
I only fell for us
Thinking of when you looked at my ring
And proceeded to kiss my hand
Then laughed because it was weird
You had me falling like quicksand
But you won’t hold my gaze
Like you won’t hold my hand
Too soon to know if this is going anywhere
But friendship was all I planned