Denial

March 6th, 2008

Maybe I am better off without you
But that’s not something I can prove
And whenever I need to walk away
I find no strength to move
Maybe you’ll finally leave my mind
But that won’t happen for a while
Because I want to say I don’t love you
But then that’s just denial
Maybe you’ll forget about me
Or maybe that’s already done
And maybe I’ll stop crying
About this imaginary fight that you’ve won
And maybe I’ll finally get over you
Because you’re already over me
But I care too much about you
More than you’ll ever see

2008 9 (5)

Love Was Not Enough

September 20th, 2006

Why did you lie and hurt me again
Why did I ever let this begin
All I did was give you my heart
But you took the time to break it apart
Why do I believe you when you’re lying
In the end, I end up crying
You’re breaking me, I’m going insane
Loving you causes so much pain
Then when I look into your eyes
I forget my heart and believe your lies
I don’t know why, but I love you
I wished you felt the same way too
Please stop this pain that’s breaking my heart
Why did I ever let this start
We’re drifting further every day
Are you just going to leave me this way
I don’t know what I’m going to do
Was love not enough for you?

Love Was Not Enough (Part II)

2006 (2)

If You Let Me

July 11th, 2006

I really have to confess to you
That if it could, I’d like it to be us two
Things are too complicated, so I cry
This happens so often, why do I even try
I like you a lot, but you just can’t see
And it’s like you’ve taken over me
Every time that you pop into my mind
You make me feel so lost, so blind
Because I really want to let you know
That I don’t ever want to let you go
And is it really that hard for you to see
I would love you if you let me

2006 (1)