Gravedigger

November 19th, 2021

I don’t know what to do
I leaped into a rabbit hole
I think I’m digging my own grave
But I like having the control
Constantly going with the flow
Wherever life takes me
Then there’s people like you
And I find your life fascinating
You can make your own path
I’m enchanted by the choices
Be cultured and experienced
Instead of hearing the same old voices
I’ve thought this for a while
But this feeling is something new
Do I stay where I feel safe
Or do I take a chance like you?

Fears

March 24th, 2010

It scares me
The thought that once again I’m fooled
Because I am so naive
And vulnerable
Should I trust again
The question doesn’t leave my mind
I’m feeling so lost
I’m feeling less sain
My heart has a way
Of getting the best of me
Does this deserve the best?
Do I even have a best?
These chemicals are overwhelming
I can’t keep a thought
I can’t fight my feelings
I need this to stop
I don’t know what’s right
I’m scared of the past
I try to keep hope
But I just can’t forget
Haunting my thoughts
And I can’t let it go
These feelings are confusing me
More than you know
Should I give in
Should I take a chance
My heart is so restless
Beating out of my chest