January 28th, 2007
You don’t know
What I still feel
And all this pain
It can’t be real
I lost my voice
I’m unable to speak
And these words I can’t say
They make me weak
Look into my eyes
Before the twinkle goes away
I’ll let these feelings slip
But in my heart, they’ll always stay
And every time
I hear your name
It makes me weak
But I’m the one to blame
And these tears in my eyes
Make me unable to see
That they’re falling for you
That they’re just like me
January 9th, 2018
I know I’m always confused
But this time it’s not the same
I’m losing myself to this
And I’m the only one to blame
I don’t know what happened
I lost site of myself
I think I need help
But there’s nobody else
I’m feeling so lost
I don’t know what to do
I put up a shield
And they all see through
These people are all identical
They say the same thing
That I’m going to be okay
But why am I still aching
I don’t know what is wrong
I don’t know what is right
I’m trying to hold myself together
But I’m as stable as dynamite
July 7th, 2017
Do you understand
That all of this is not my fault
Vindication is all that I want
Except that it’s still on my mind
Filling my head
In every place for thoughts
Unexpectedly is how this started
Curiosity sparked an interest
Killing me as it lingered
Implicating me in guilt
Nothing can cure this conscious of mine
I’m going down with every thought
Suspiciously I clear my mind
Pencils and pens create my thoughts
Illustrated with curves that turn to letters
Variety that turns to words
Everyone has a meaning and place
Yet I let them remain nameless
Doll Poetry 