May 20th, 2019
We all face our own demons
We all hold a different perception
And we all see something distorted
When we catch our own reflection
We all lead different lives
We all have our own struggle
Then we all appear content
Because the emotions we show are subtle
We all pretend we’re not these people
We all feel this indefensible
But if we all can’t accept ourselves
Then we’ll never learn we’re not dispensable
May 3rd, 2019
They say that you should follow your dreams
But that’s not as simple as it seems
When all my thoughts still echo of blame
It’s time to leave who I became
Anxiety is not who I am
I’m more than just your diagram
I have goals that I will pursue
This feeling is something I need to subdue
Me and depression are not one and the same
I’m my own identity with my own name
These pills I take to make me feel better
Because living without them is too hard to weather
And I don’t know who I should be
I can’t bear to know this side of me
So I must find how to proceed
A path that leads me to succeed
April 2nd, 2019
The anxiety won’t stop
It’s only begun
I’m still paying for the things
That I’ve never done
When I had an option
I lost my voice
Because I was damaged
I forfeited the choice
So I’m searching for the answers
And if they were buried
Because I’ve bottled it up
All the guilt that I’ve carried
I’m just trying to find harmony
In all my indecision
When I haven’t yet recovered
From the impact of your collision
Doll Poetry 