Mission Accomplished

November 3rd, 2018

This is the final battle
It’s me versus my mirror
And when she’s looking back at me
She knows it’s her I fear
As I contemplate my defeat
I wish I were more mundane
But I’ve been made into this vixen
And I won’t ever be the same
These thoughts are circling in my head
And I can’t make them stop
They’re spewing like a broken faucet
That never meant to drop
They have me running down the drain
In fragments that can’t be put back together
And just because I started this storm
Doesn’t mean I can control the weather
I’m bubbling inside
I’m bursting into flames
I’ve been engulfed by my emotions
And my need to end these games
So with one swift movement
My mirror has been demolished
I’m over this war
It’s my turn to say mission accomplished

Time

January 2nd, 2007

Time was closing in
All I did was breathe to ease the pain
But as every second passed
I could feel I was growing insane
I knew about my heart
It was growing so cold
And all these memories I hold
They are growing so old
So I take a deep breath
And see what’s been left behind
Because now that it’s passed
I can’t just push rewind
My heart’s been left empty
And there’s no going back
And I’m never going to find it
Everything my heart lacks
And it’s all gone
It’s disappeared in the past
And don’t take time for granted
Because time never lasts

2007 (7)

Hoax

October 15th, 2018

What is my plan
Where am I going
I don’t know how to live
In my constant unknowing
Who am I
I don’t know anymore
I live my life in somber
I have nothing to speak for
I broke this image
That I could never wear
An innuendo of myself
That was never really there
I hide my melancholy
But it has only fostered
I don’t know how no one knows
That I’m nothing but an imposter