I Love The Way

October 30th, 2011

I love the way you hypnotize me with your eyes
the way you bite my lip
the way I feel when you grab me by my hips
I love the way I feel wrapped in your arms
how you laugh at me when I yawn
the words on my back you had once drawn
I love hearing your voice
or seeing your name light up my phone
the way you make me feel like I’m not alone
I love the way you call me the woman you’re in love with
the words that make me melt
the way you make me feel like no one else

Note: This might be the first time a poem I posted from the past lined up with the same day I posted it! Thank you all for your support while I posted some of my writing from when I was 19. I will resume posting 2025 next week!

Disclosure

October 1st, 2011

Another night
Alone with my thoughts
I can’t win this fight
I guess I forgot
In my head
It all goes wrong
This can’t be right
I need to stay strong
I feel it in my head
But not in my heart
All my fears
And I’m falling apart
Mixed up
My past left me this way
And alone with my thoughts
Is how I will stay
I want to tell you
I want you to care
But the comfort to speak
Just isn’t there

Fragile

July 25th, 2011

It started with a look that turned into more. These conversations started slowly and are now what they once were before. The look turned into a kiss, and I closed my eyes. Mistake number one, what a surprise. Closed eyes cannot see. I let you get the best of me. Our lips together let you take my hand. It was what I wanted, but nothing was planned. In my bed, I slept confused. I no longer felt so abused. I let you bring back my smile. It was gone for quite some while. I woke up alone, and that’s how I now feel. Please tell me all my thoughts aren’t real. I gave my body to a guy. I don’t know why, I can’t deny. My fragile sign has been ignored. All I wanted was to feel adored. There’s nothing left for us to say. I got confused and let you take me away.