Invisibility

October 24th, 2005

It’s nothing you can see
Invisible to all but me
It’s something only I can feel
So let me go, what’s the big deal

[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal

You hurt me, left a scar
Took the pain way too far
Time seems to run out way too fast
You left me in the shadows of your past

[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal

So invisible, so worthless
So I lived my life just for this
So empty, so heartless
So you had to go and start this

[Chorus:]
Invisibility, the pain they can’t see
It’s invisible to all but me
It hurts so bad, feels so real
Just let me go like it’s no big deal

Just let me go – what’s the big deal?

You let me go – cause it’s no big deal…

2005

Taking Over Me

September 29th, 2005

I’ll give you my answer when you make me see
Why I should forgive you for messing with me
I thought I could trust you all along
Until the trust broke, and hate made me write this song

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

Forgive and forget is what you want me to do
I’d have to be crazy to forgive you
You thought it was funny to break my heart
You thought it was funny to watch me fall apart
You thought I would never see
That all this time you were so wrong for me

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

It used to be I was nothing to you and you were everything to me
Now you’re nothing to me, yet I’m everything to you
Why don’t you remember the past, just try to see
Then forget about the part where you thought you loved me

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

Forget the past and all that I said
Forget all the memories in your head
Once you forget, maybe you’ll see
You never really had any feelings for me

[Chorus:]
I really thought you were the one, the one for me
But now that we are finally done, I can actually see
That I was blinded by the love, and dumb to not see
That all your lies were taking over me

 

2005 (7)

Lightning Thunder ⚡

August 15th, 2005

I feel the lightning running through my veins
I know these thoughts are driving me insane
I can’t help but wish they were all dead
I can’t help but let these thoughts haunt my head

I feel like I’m all broken up inside
I can’t help but misplace all my pride
I can’t help but feel like dying every day
And every single second wastes my time away

[Chorus:]
I feel like I’m dying from the inside out
I can’t help but feeling like I always need to shout
I want to scream until my face turns blue
And maybe then – I will – forget about you

Lightning, thunder, take my pain away
Come on baby make my day
I’m sitting here and wondering why
I can’t help it, I know I’m gonna die

Here I am, all alone
With all my feelings that go unshown
I’m lying here and I’m dying this way
So pull the trigger and take my pain away

[Chorus:]
I feel like I’m dying from the inside out
I can’t help but feeling like I always need to shout
I want to scream until my face turns blue
And maybe then – I will – forget about you

It’s only normal to feel this way
It’s the feeling I’m feeling every day
Drifting away, far at sea
All these feelings are taking over me

[Chorus:]
I feel like I’m dying from the inside out
I can’t help but feeling like I always need to shout
I want to scream until my face turns blue
And maybe then – I will – forget about you

 

2005 (11)