September 12th, 2024
Did you want me to grovel
You told me in December
That’s what guys really want
Of course I still remember
September 12th, 2024
Did you want me to grovel
You told me in December
That’s what guys really want
Of course I still remember
August 25th, 2024
I’m getting things together
I’m cleaning up my life
I’ve given up the idea
Of again being a wife
I’m living life solo
I think that’s meant for me
Because only by myself
Can I shape my perfect reality
At least that’s the perception
That I’ve carried all year
But now I’m feeling lonely
Not sure what reality is real
I got stuck at a fork
So I walk in the middle
I’m not sure how to navigate this
It’s like an unsolvable riddle
Will I continue the path
Of living life on my own
Or will the day come
That I won’t be alone
August 17th, 2024
I feel unlovable
Like all that I give
Is all I’ll experience
From love
There’s no reciprocation
I’m just not the one
For you, and you
And you, and you
Endlessly
I can’t keep pouring out
My love
While others only give their doubts
Expectations expressed
My needs always unmet
The bare minimum will always be too much
Because I seek out people incapable of love