Gravedigger

November 19th, 2021

I don’t know what to do
I leaped into a rabbit hole
I think I’m digging my own grave
But I like having the control
Constantly going with the flow
Wherever life takes me
Then there’s people like you
And I find your life fascinating
You can make your own path
I’m enchanted by the choices
Be cultured and experienced
Instead of hearing the same old voices
I’ve thought this for a while
But this feeling is something new
Do I stay where I feel safe
Or do I take a chance like you?

Treading

November 16th, 2021

I’m running in this race
With no destination
My heart beats off pace
I don’t know which location
But my anxiety eats away
Like I’ve done something wrong
Constant imposter syndrome
When I just want to belong
A burst of inspiration
Is blown out like a flame
But the burning continues
I can still feel the pain
And I can’t help it sometimes
I feel like a burden
Using words against me
Is this life when you’re urban

Write About It

November 12th, 2021

Nothing but Taylor Swift on the radio
What perfect background noise
She knows the words I want to say
But presents with much more poise
Treacherous like my playlist
I picked out these songs
Then I left it all nameless
Because I knew that it was wrong
Invisible strings tugging at my heart
I don’t respond like I should
I only imagined this in my wildest dreams
So I’ll do what Taylor Swift would