November 21st, 2019
I don’t know why I feel
The way that I do
Everything fell apart
And it was you that I turned to
You weren’t prepared
So you left me broken
And turned around the words
That I had once spoken
You know so much
I thought you cared
But when I think of it
You were never really there
You gained my trust
That was my fault
One day I hope you’ll learn
How it aches to fall apart
November 12th, 2019
The months fly by
It’s so easy to forget
That as the calendar changes
It comes with new regrets
With a new year
There is not a new me
And no matter what I do
I am my reality
I was searching for myself
But I wasn’t enough
I turned to the wrong people
They left me all mixed up
You can’t leave
And not say goodbye
I pretend that I’m okay
But I still wonder why
You can’t cut me off
I know I’m worth more
You treated me like dirt
Yet I can’t lock the door
I hold on to memories
I want to let go
I’ll love the people who hurt me
Until I am hollow
November 7th, 2019
The things I once thought
I only wrote
Too scared to admit it
So they were never spoke
They filled up pages
That were never read
I can’t erase them
So now I write in lead
A pen is permanent
My thoughts are not
But I will give them away
Because of the lessons they taught
Doll Poetry 