May 1st, 2018
I realized yesterday
How far that I have come
I’m a quarter through life
But I’ve only just begun
I won’t go dark again
I’m going to get better
I won’t let these silly things
Keep me under the weather
I put my trust in places
That it doesn’t belong
Now I’ll keep it in the binding
Where it should’ve been all along
I’ll spill my heart
Encoded in led
And when it’s over
There will be nothing left unsaid
April 27th, 2018
You wake up one day
And you’re not in your life
Everything is different
And nothing seems right
You’re not sure who you are
You’re filled with confusion
Was everything in your head
Just an illusion?
These bodies fill the room
All they are is a blur
They’re living the lives of people
That they never were
It’s all pretend
This all feels fake
How long can someone live a lie
Before they have to break
April 18th, 2018
I don’t know where I stand
I feel so confused
I know I’ve said this before
But I’ve never felt so used
Everyone got what they wanted
They’ve taken everything from me
I don’t know how I feel
I think I’ve been left empty
I gave up pieces of myself
That I didn’t know exist
And from a small group of friends
Another was removed from my list
Did I do this to myself
Have I ruined it all
Am I cutting out more people
The further I step away from Doll
I have a lot to consider
Does it have to be this way
That there’s no one to trust
And this is the price I pay
Doll Poetry 