May 21st, 2018

Questions spiral through my head
But answers are nowhere to be found
And I grasp on to what I know is real
Because I don’t know what else is around
So what does friendship really mean
Because I know that it’s been defined
But the more effort that I put in
The more I lose my mind
I give out pieces of myself
I’m spreading myself thin
I hand friendship out like a party favor
To have it end quicker than it began
I don’t know how to trust
But I can’t hold myself back
So I tell them how I feel
And they use it as an attack
They call this insanity
As I do it over again
It’s funny when all I wanted
Was just to be a friend