2018

Rage

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January 18th, 2018

I’m pissed off, I’m angry
I’m bubbling inside
I can’t be around you
Just please let me hide
I make up excuses
But you don’t deserve one
You think this is a game
Yet it’s not any fun
I’m helpless around you
You have me in scrambles
I don’t know what to say
I do nothing but ramble
I’m falling to pieces
And I see you don’t care
I’m clenching my fists
But I wouldn’t dare
I wrote you a note
But I threw it away
You don’t even respond
When I only said hey
So I cried all my tears
And I’m over it
But if you push me again
I might make the first hit

Flushed

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January 10th, 2018

How long will this go on
I just can’t find an end
I’m stressing over someone
Who’s not even my friend
I keep my walls up
And you seem to push on through
I would be happy if it was
Anyone but you
This year is flying by
We’re already two weeks in
But the start was just so near
And we’re already at an end
I’m looking for a way to slow
These things before they’re gone
I’m looking for my mind to separate
What’s right from all that’s wrong
I don’t think you have the answers
Or even have a clue
I put my faith in someone else
I don’t know what to do
I’ve given all of me
There’s nothing else to hold
This game is at the end
And it’s time for me to fold

Dynamite

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January 9th, 2018

I know I’m always confused
But this time it’s not the same
I’m losing myself to this
And I’m the only one to blame
I don’t know what happened
I lost site of myself
I think I need help
But there’s nobody else
I’m feeling so lost
I don’t know what to do
I put up a shield
And they all see through
These people are all identical
They say the same thing
That I’m going to be okay
But why am I still aching
I don’t know what is wrong
I don’t know what is right
I’m trying to hold myself together
But I’m as stable as dynamite