July 26th, 2011
The lips on mine
Are only fake
I know the feeling
I knew it too late
You weren’t here
You weren’t real
I don’t know what to think
I don’t know what to feel
July 26th, 2011
The lips on mine
Are only fake
I know the feeling
I knew it too late
You weren’t here
You weren’t real
I don’t know what to think
I don’t know what to feel
July 25th, 2011
It started with a look that turned into more. These conversations started slowly and are now what they once were before. The look turned into a kiss, and I closed my eyes. Mistake number one, what a surprise. Closed eyes cannot see. I let you get the best of me. Our lips together let you take my hand. It was what I wanted, but nothing was planned. In my bed, I slept confused. I no longer felt so abused. I let you bring back my smile. It was gone for quite some while. I woke up alone, and that’s how I now feel. Please tell me all my thoughts aren’t real. I gave my body to a guy. I don’t know why, I can’t deny. My fragile sign has been ignored. All I wanted was to feel adored. There’s nothing left for us to say. I got confused and let you take me away.
July 25th, 2011
The mirror can’t see what I won’t show
The things I don’t even want to know
I led myself into this game
I watched myself emerge in shame
I closed my eyes to hide the fear
But all the words I could still hear
Everything I could still feel
Oh how I wish this wasn’t real