Phase

April 29th, 2008

I know I’m not
Don’t say I am
I’ll just deny it
I’ll walk away
I know I don’t
So just shut up
And zip your lips
Just keep them shut
I know I haven’t
Don’t say I did
It’s just a crush
There’s nothing more
You see these tears
They’re not for you
I know they’re not
Don’t say they are
I’m not in love
I know I’m not
It’s just a phase
I don’t love you
I know I’m not
It’s just a phase
I haven’t fallen
I don’t love you

2008 9 (6)

Familiar Temptation

April 28th, 2008

Your lips were near
But I could not touch them again
I could not feel them again
I could not love them again
Not like I used to
Such a familiar temptation

Your body was close
But I could not touch you again
I could not feel you again
I could not love you again
Not like I used to
Not anymore
Such a familiar temptation

The ocean was cold
But I could not touch it again
I could not feel it again
I could not love it again
Not like I used to
Not anymore
Not without you
Such a familiar temptation

2008 6

Denial

March 6th, 2008

Maybe I am better off without you
But that’s not something I can prove
And whenever I need to walk away
I find no strength to move
Maybe you’ll finally leave my mind
But that won’t happen for a while
Because I want to say I don’t love you
But then that’s just denial
Maybe you’ll forget about me
Or maybe that’s already done
And maybe I’ll stop crying
About this imaginary fight that you’ve won
And maybe I’ll finally get over you
Because you’re already over me
But I care too much about you
More than you’ll ever see

2008 9 (5)