September 27th, 2005
I want to wake up and know everything’s okay
Instead — I just slip away
Into the blackness of my heart
The closer the light, the farther apart
In the corner of my eyes I can see
The moving of my life as it’s dragging along me
In the mirror is my reflection
And in its heart is your rejection
All of my pain is reflected from me
None of it they can see
It’s all about my shattered heart
Thousands of pieces all fallen apart
August 20th, 2005
I push you away
To pull you back in
Can’t get you out of my head
You’re under my skin
You’re a curse
That’s meant to fade
You’re cold like ice
And smooth like jade
In your mirror
Is your reflection
In my eyes
Is your rejection
In your heart
There’s no trace of me
In my heart
Is what your reflection can’t see
May 29th, 2005
I see the girl
With the broken smile
She’s in the mirror
And has been lost for a while
She’s disappeared
Into an empty dark place
And the only thing left of her
Is her picture
No smile on her face
No evidence to trace
I’m the only one who sees her
Nobody even wants to be her
Her broken smile is on her face
Her shattered heart beats one last time
And that broken smile on her face
That broken smile’s mine
Doll Poetry 