Middle School

2004

I thought I escaped them
But now they’re back
This is my home
But they don’t understand
I can’t stand them anymore
And my parents don’t listen
When I want to escape them
And go to my friends
The answer’s always no
So to escape them
I have to go to school
I wouldn’t say it’s worse
But it doesn’t really help
Everyone hates me
That’s middle school for you
One minute you have friends
And the next you don’t
No matter what I do
Where I go
Where I hide
There’s always someone
Watching me
Haunting me
Following me
Telling me to do this
Do that
There’s no easy way out
So I sit here writing 
It helps the pain get out

For This

2004

This is for the tears
That you made me cry
This is for the time
I screamed out why
This is for the scars
You left on my heart
And how broken I was
When we were apart
This is for the girl
You drove insane
You made me crazy
It’s stuck in my brain

The Words

2004

The words I speak
Will cause blood to leak
The words that I said
Should have stayed in my head
The words that I say
Will turn me into a prey
Hungry for attention
No need for detention
My dreams will shatter
But to you it doesn’t matter
Because the words that you said
Reached my heart and I cried in my bed