August 1st, 2023

It’s been seven months since I last saw you
I play that evening on repeat
And the things I once ignored about you
I see as red flags in new guys I meet
It’s been five months since we had plans
When you chose to ghost
You had nothing you could offer me
But I wanted you the most
I haven’t heard a word from you
You gave me no explanation
I’ve acclimated to this pit in my stomach
While you live in vindication
I guess that’s what happens when you meet online
I can’t believe it’s already been a year
You made me feel things I wasn’t ready for
I don’t know why I’m still here