March 30th, 2023

You never got the poem you deserved
After all the pain that you endured
You only got the worst of me
My confusion and uncertainty
You were the best guy that I’ve dated
But my past left me jaded
I was feeling like an imposter
So I didn’t let my feelings foster
I was happy in those moments with you
Even if there were so few
To give up somebody who was so kind
Who never tried to play with my mind
The only one to put me first
And yet I treated you the worst
So I’m sorry for the way things came to an end
I understand why you don’t want to be my friend