Free

August 21st, 2008

I don’t want your all
I just want you
You don’t have to change
I’ll still stay true
Because I love you
That’s a feeling I can’t abstain
And it’s okay if I hurt
It’s only pain
Pain is an emotion
And emotions you can overcome
Push them to the side
Don’t let them know who you’ve become
I can free myself
I’ll fly away like a bird
But I’m always coming back
I will never learn
You matter too much
I wish you could see
It’s complicated
And it will always be
Because not much matters more
Than love to me

2008 10 (0)

Soliloquy

April 30th, 2019

All the empty pages
When I have so much to say
There’s an ending to all stories
And mine won’t be today
I refuse to hold this in
When my story must be told
So I’ll fill up all the pages
Until the plotline unfolds
You’ll never see it coming
When my story finds its end
And if you still don’t understand it
Then I’ll tell it once again

Go

April 9th, 2019

When I first met you
You’d take me on long drives
But your car became your escape
Now we’re living different lives

When I first met you
I loved all that you are
But the only thing you loved
Was the comfort of your car

[Chorus:]
All you do is go (go)
It’s tearing me apart
I’m keeping it together
When I have a broken heart
All you do is leave (leave)
Again you steer away
Even without words
You knew I wanted you to stay

Even at this time
I still want you to care
I don’t know who I am fooling
Because you were never there

Even at this time
I wonder how you are
The only sign you give
Is when you take off in your car

[Chorus:]
All you do is go (go)
Your car was our department
I’m keeping it together
And I’m ready to jump start
All you do is leave (leave)
Again on the freeway
Even without words
I know you’ll regret this someday

All you do is run (run)
You don’t know how to stay
I’m worth more than a car
It’s my turn to drive away

Note: I must have written that chorus months ago without ever physically writing it down. I couldn’t decide how I wanted it to go, so each time is a new verse. I don’t usually write songs, but I attempt every once in awhile!