March 29th, 2019
Time is running out
I don’t have enough
I’m fighting over deadlines
And other stupid stuff
My thoughts are a mess
I don’t know what to do
I’m having anxiety
That I can’t make it through
But I’m almost done
And I’m almost there
I have to pull myself together
Because I’m supposed to care
Yet I can’t live up to these standards
When I set them for myself
I just wish I lived an ordinary life
And wanted nothing else
March 15th, 2019
11:11 and under bridge wishing
Ever since I was young I’ve been wanting the same thing
As scenery changes a life I’ve once known
I’ve been longing for a place that felt like home
But home is not a place you can touch
It is not a building filled with stuff
It is an emotion that you can feel
It is the only place that you can be real
They say home is something you know in your heart
But a house was the place that tore me apart
People say that ignorance is bliss
But I’d rather find home than feel like this
March 13th, 2019
They say to leave the past
at that
What once was a moment
that didn’t last
They say to move forward
and start a new chapter
But why does this fill me
with anxiety after
They say to run
that you must first crawl
But what if the wrong step
leads to my downfall
They say that this
will lead me astray
But how far can one get
when they run away
Doll Poetry 