June 8th, 2017
I’m trapped in anxiety
Wrapped in it’s allure
I want to be saved
But I don’t need your cure
I’m falling to pieces
My adhesive won’t hold
All my cards are laid out
And you want me to fold
The whole world is spinning
I plant my feet to the ground
I look around for help
But you’re nowhere to be found
Why do you do this to me
You know who I am
But I’ll sit by myself
And take my citalopram
June 7th, 2017
I’m trapped in my mind
It’s not a great place
You might think I’m happy
Because I lie through my face
I can’t think clearly
I have a disease
I fake being happy
And do as you please
You did this to me
You made me this way
You might be my mother
But I’m not for display
June 6th, 2017
How do I go back
Forget what I thought
Remove all the memories
We don’t have a lot
This all feels so wrong
I’m sick inside
Why do I keep seeing you
Go from Jekyll to Hyde
Who are you
I don’t even know
I’m trapped in my head
I have nowhere to go
I’m hidden inside
These memories lie
I don’t want to see you
Just let it all die
Doll Poetry 